Title: A sad Story - The New Love Part 4

John slowly accepted the fact that Jesslyn was gone. Jesslyn was just like a friend who came into his life for a while and now left his life. What were left were those memories about Jesslyn and all the things that they had done together. John no wonder wanted to force being with Jesslyn and he wished all the best for Jesslyn. John knew that as long as Jesslyn was happy being as what she was now, he would be happy too. He decided to let go and continued with his life. He came to a conclusion that he should be wasting his time and decided to think for his future. So he decided to get a better job and also studied part time.

In a short time, he got into a new job. This job seemed to be interesting and nice because the boss and the colleagues were good and John got along well with them and he really loved this job. As for studies, John didn’t know what to study. Thus, he asked Jane for some advices. They had a short conversation and Jane knew that she couldn’t suggest much to John. She told John to choose what he liked to study and just don’t regret in the future. After some thoughts, John roughly had some ideas on what course to study and he went to register for it.

Images of Jason always appeared in Jane’s mind. She just couldn’t get Jason out of her mind. So, Jane decided to express her love for Jason. She would now wait for the right time to do it. But she didn’t know when was the right time and didn’t know how to do it. In final word, she is just being shy. When she was out with Jason, she just couldn’t say directly to him. Something just stuck in her mouth that she could say what she wanted to say to Jason. This is not going to work at all and it will just keep on dragging. Since Jane couldn’t say directly to Jason, she got to find another way that could effectively express her likings towards Jason. She decided to write a letter to tell everything to Jason.

And now Jane would have a hard time thinking what to write in the letter. She knows by hook or by crook, she must get it done. In the letter, she expressed her love for Jason. She said that she would be happy being his girlfriend and asked how he felt towards her. After saying what she wanted to say that she couldn’t say to Jason directly, now she was thinking when she would pass the letter to Jason. Jane would give it to Jason when the time was right or rather when she finally got the courage to pass to him.

John was finally settled at his work place. He got to know more friends be it girls or boys. Sometimes, John would still think back of his past. He knew that he had missed a lot of good things and now he no longer able to get them back. The time is always passing, once you choose to pass by it, you can never get it back. John knew the fact that nothing was going to be back like the past so he moved forward. He hoped that he would find a suitable girl or if not, led a better life happily with no worries. Now after work, he enjoyed the companions of his friends when he didn’t have lessons. He just hope to live his life to the fullest. As he went out more often with his friends, he mixed with more people and got to know more friends.

Jane finally decided to pass the letter to Jason today. She arranged with Jason to meet him today without telling him much. She passed the letter to him and asked him to open up only when he reached home. Jason was feeling surprised and wondered what was written inside. He followed what Jane said and opened it only when he reached home. Jane was feeling nervous and excited on what Jason would be telling her. Whatever is it, she finally can take a deep breathe because she had done what she supposed and wanted to do and now would be just waiting for Jason’s reply.

To be continued…

(So what would be Jason’s reply? Would Jane and Jason be together? Is John really happy with his life now?)
soonsiong blogged on 8:41 PM
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