Title: A sad Story - The New Love Part 1

Jane slowly got used the life without John. She knew John was happily with Jenny and she tried not to get with John so much or maybe not at all. When Jane got news about how happy John is being with Jenny, she got a bit jealous but deep inside, she knew she felt happy for him. Love is not about having the person and it is to see the person happy. What’s more is that Jane no longer felt any love or hatred towards John. Think John has slowly becoming just like a normal friend to Jane. Even when they both meet up, Jane no longer feel so awkward. She knew they were just friends and the past feelings were gone. Jane didn’t think much about relationship, she just hoped to finish her studies and there was nothing else to bother her much.

On the other hand, John was happily being with Jenny. He got the feelings of being love and it was great. But sometimes, a couple would just quarrel over some misunderstandings that occurred. John was quite stubborn and didn’t like to give in and Jenny would always give in eventually. When John was free, he would just call Jane up and had a talk with her. John would tell Jane that he missed her and that was the reason why he called her. Jane thinks likewise, it must be John who was bored then he would find her to talk for some entertainments. As usual, Jane would ask John about his relationship whether they were still happily together. Jane doesn’t think that Jenny was a suitable girl for John and always asks him to get a better girl but she know what important is that they are happily together and thus, she no longer ask John to get a new girl. Seeing them being together for quite some times, Jane thought maybe they would really get together for long.

John asked Jane out for dinner several times as they had not met up for a long time. Jane was busy with her school works during the weekdays and could only make it on weekends. After rejecting John for few times because she was busy, Jane finally made up some of her time to meet John up. One day after Jane finished school in the late evening, she met John for dinner. Seeing John doesn’t make Jane excited or happy at all. As usual, Jane would ask John about his relationship. To her surprise, John told her they had broken up two weeks ago. Jane thought maybe John was joking and asked more. After that, Jane believed that they really broke up. Jane asked the reason and John said it was because he felt that he no longer had the love between Jenny and him and that was the reason he broke off with Jenny. Jane asked is it because John had a new girl? John replied no. Anyway Jane didn’t care much whether Jane was saying the truth of false, John said what and she would just listen.

Jane said Jenny must be very heartbroken over the breakup. Jane then asked whether both of them were still in contact and met up together recently and John replied yes. Jane told John to leave Jenny alone. You wanted someone to forget about you, just leave that person alone. Don’t try to console or comfort because it may seem that you are trying to give that person any hopes. John told Jane not to say about Jenny because it was really over between them and they were just friends only. There came John asking Jane a question, “Do you think we will get together again?” Jane was surprised with the question and replied “Maybe and maybe not.” But deep inside her heart, she didn’t feel anything. The thought of her being together with John again didn’t come at all. John looked normal, so Jane supposed she didn’t need to comfort John over the breakup. She just hoped that John was happy. After the dinner, both of them went home.

For the next few days, Jane called John up to check whether he was really getting on well. John was coping well and working happily in the new company so Jane didn’t bother him much and concentrate on her own stuffs. At her school, Jane got to know new friends and often got to meet them up for some outings. And that was when they got to know one another well. She realised that having a boyfriend isn’t everything to her because she still have her family and her friends. Slowly, she lost the feeling of love. She thinks that she doesn’t know how to love a person and the word ‘love’ is just not in her mind at all. She continued to lead the life she was living now and believed things that belonged to her would be her eventually.

About half a year had passed and Jane and John continued to lead their own lives but once a while, they would catch up on each other by a phone call or meet up. John enjoyed himself working in the new company and mixed well with his colleagues. He came to know a girl, named Jesslyn, who he thinks was quite cute and pretty. The girl caught John’s attention and he started to have some likings towards the girl. John’s colleagues knew about it and tried to get the girl number for John and also tried to get them together. So John and Jesslyn started to go out together and got to know more about each other. Slowly, they started to have some likings towards each other. John started to feel love again and he started to think that Jesslyn is really a nice girl. Jesslyn treated John well and cared a lot for him.

One day, John called Jane again to have a talk when he was bored. Jane asked about John new company and John talked about Jesslyn. He told Jane that Jesslyn was quite attractive and started to say more about her. From the conservation, Jane knew that John got attracted by Jesslyn. Being curious, Jane started to ask John whether both of them started to be together and how was their progress. John replied that they were just friends only and just that Jesslyn started to work in the same company with him and now, they often interacted with each other. Finally, John confessed that he had some likings towards Jesslyn. Jane knew it because she thinks that she understood John in some ways. Jane started to ask questions about Jesslyn whether she was a suitable girl for John. Then John said that Jesslyn had some similar characters like her, just like Jenny also had some similar characters. Jane started to air her comments and insisted that she was different from the girls that John liked.

The conservation between them ended. Jane felt happy for John that he found his new love again. She was surprised that she didn’t feel jealous or unhappy about it. Think Jane had finally straightened her thoughts out and her broken heart had slowly been mended or maybe it had changed to a new one. She no longer have the thoughts of being with John again, she just hopes that John lives happily everyday. Having studied for about half a year, Jane got used to it. She didn’t aim to get good grades, she just hope to pass everything and at the end of the 2 year course, she would just graduate from it. Friends around Jane started to ask Jane to get a boyfriend but Jane thinks that getting a boyfriend isn’t easy. If the right one isn’t there, you wouldn’t be able to get one. So she gave the excuse that she wanted to focus her time in her studies and she would find a boyfriend after that.

Jane started to mix with this guy, named Jason, who was her classmates. From strangers when they first came to the school and now they become quite good friends. Somehow after they got to know more about each other, Jane started to have little liking towards him. It had been a long time since Jane got to experience the feeling of love. Initially, Jane thinks maybe it is just care and concern towards friends as the word love never comes to her mind. After much interacting with Jason, she thinks that she is slowly falling in love with him. They would chat online with each other almost every night and occasionally, Jane will think of Jason and wonder what he is doing. Sometimes, Jane just hopes that she doesn’t fall in love so early but it is just too late. It happens when it is least expected.

To be continued…

(Will John and Jesslyn got together? Does Jason like Jane also and will Jane and Jason get together?)
soonsiong blogged on 4:45 PM
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