Title: A sad story - The togetherness

Jane made up her mind that day and decided to be with John again. Though in her heart she was still couldn’t forget the sadness and pains that she had gone through, she hoped that being with John again would make her the happy girl that she once was. Jane told herself that since she couldn’t totally forget about John, why not gave John and her one chance to be with each other again. Jane knew that if it was to fail again, she wouldn’t feel so regretted. It was because she knew that at least she had made an effort to try it out again. Of course in her heart, she hoped to be John and be liked what they were before and continued to be with each other forever. John showed a smile in his face when Jane agreed to be with him again. They finished their dinner and John sent Jane home. It seemed that it was a long time since the last time John sent Jane home.

After being separated for few months, now being together seemed to be a bit awkward. It seemed that both of them had become strangers but still, both tried to be liked what they were before. John was feeling happy that day. He told himself that this time round he was going to treasure Jane even more and dote more on her. He hoped that this time round nothing will go wrong again. It was because he knew the pains really hurt for the both of them. John did felt guilty sometimes for what he had done in the past. Whether is it that John really love Jane or is it that he was trying to make up for what he had done for Jane, John himself didn’t really know. But deep in his heart, he knew he still had the slightest feelings for Jane and he did think of her sometimes.

Everything goes very smoothly for both of them for the month. They went out together and did things together. It was like normally couple would do. But they seemed to have a barrier to overcome and that would be their friends and their family members. Jane’s friends were like against of her to be with John again. They reminded Jane of what John had done for her in the past and told her that in the future he might do it again. Jane never really cared much about what others had said. She just believed in the love she had for John and just hoped John had the love in her too. Jane had a thinking and that is, love is just between the both of them and no words from others or anyone that can really separate them if the love between them is strong enough.

As for John, he did feel bad about himself for treating Jane so badly in the past. Sometimes when he thought of it, he couldn’t forgive himself. He didn’t know how to face Jane’s friends and family members. He just think that he will not be well-liked by them again. But still for the love for Jane, John tried to overcome it. He didn’t try to avoid anything that comes by. If everything is just so simple, it will be great but the fact that it is not. There are just so many hidden things to be overcome by both of them. Both of them just got their own things to do, but this time round, they would try to make up more time for each other. They really enjoyed the times they spent being together. John still in contact with Jenny, the girl who had some likings in him, as Jenny would once a while send messages to him. Though Jenny knew John got back together with Jane, she didn’t care much. Jenny still continued to keep close with John as she liked him. John knew all these but didn’t really try to keep away from her. He knew he was now with Jane and just treated Jenny as his friend only.

Jane knew about Jenny trying to stay close with John and started to feel insecure. Jane didn’t wish to see Jenny as being the next June. Jane tried to develop a trust in John but it wasn’t easy. After the June’s incident, the trust in John doesn’t seem to be there. Jane didn’t say much about it to John. She told himself, if John really cared and loved her only, he wouldn’t give a second look on other girls. She just hoped that John would stay away from Jenny if Jenny was trying to stay close with him. Jane didn’t anything about it and just sat back to see what John would do. It was quite disappointing for Jane to know that John wasn’t doing anything and allow Jenny to stay close with him. They would always keep in contact by sending short messages to each other and sometimes even talked on phone. John didn’t tell all these to Jane and it was she herself who discovered all these. Jane started to wonder is John being truthful to her. For John, he didn’t think much about it. He treated Jenny as normal friend and thus didn’t say much about her to Jane.

What got Jane even more disappointing and sad about is that she got to know some news about Jenny from John’s brother. And it was that Jenny went to John house few times before. It wasn’t normal for a girl to go to a guy house. And Jane couldn’t bear with it anymore and confronted John. John didn’t deny it and claimed Jenny went over his house to pass him something and they had some conservations too. John said that he couldn’t possible not to invite her in when she was outside his house. At that time John family members were present at home and they weren’t alone so to John, it was still consider alright. Jane asked John that why didn’t he tell her about it? John said it was nothing much actually and didn’t want her to think anyhow so he didn’t tell this matter to her. To John, it may mean nothing but to Jane, it means everything. Jane just wanted John to tell her everything and not hiding anything from her. Jane is not stopping John from making friend with Jenny, she just hoped John to be more truthful to her.

Things just didn’t go smoothly after that. They started to have little conflicts and started to quarrel. Jane couldn’t think of a better solution to solve it and one day she got John together alone and had a good talk. Both just didn’t know what actually went wrong. After a long thought, Jane told John to have an agreement with her and if John broke the agreement, they would break off. Jane thinks that having an agreement to comply with, it is no longer called true love anymore but rather it seems to be a force love. Jane couldn’t think of a better solution and decided on it. She didn’t want the agreement at all but she didn’t know what the better solution to solve the problems ahead of them. She just hoped John would stick on with the agreement and not broke the agreement. She tried to put all the remaining hopes and faiths she had to John. The agreement was to keep away from Jenny and stopped contacting her. John said that Jenny would send message to him or call him and it was something he couldn’t stop her from doing. Jane told John, you could ignore all these. As long as you kept your distance again and you don’t contact her, she would leave you totally one day. After listening to what Jane was saying, John agreed to the agreement since Jane had already said it and he couldn’t reject it.

Will they be able to overcome all these obstacles ahead of them? Will John broke the agreement that he promised to do? Will they really broke off because of that? Or will they get over it and continue to be together?

To be continued…
soonsiong blogged on 10:30 AM
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