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But things seemed to go the wrong way. Maybe Jane shouldn’t have taken up the job. Somehow, the relationship between them started to drift further. John and Jane started to meet up less often as they just couldn’t find time for each other. When Jane finished work, John was in school studying. Sometimes John got to study till late in the night and just couldn’t afford any time for Jane. When John was free in the morning for some days of the week as he only had afternoon lesson, Jane got to work. John did purposely go and buy breakfast for Jane on some days before he went to school. Jane was quite touched and happy about it. But both of them did not realise that they were actually neglecting each other.
As John often stayed back in school to do with his projects, he got to interact more with his group members and one of them was a girl named June. Whenever both of them were free, they would meet up together. John just got many things to say to Jane. John would say the things that he had done in the school and always talk about this girl, whom was one of his group members. Jane just got bored hearing it and maybe she got jealous with it. She didn’t want to hear anything related to the girl but John would just say about it. On one occasion, Jane got so annoyed with it that she straightaway told John to stop saying about it if he would say about the girl. John stopped immediately and showed a pathetic face. He told Jane he didn’t really purposely wanted to talk about her, but just that what he wanted to say related to her indirectly. Jane knew John didn’t want to talk about the girl and then allowed John to continue saying about it. And John didn’t really care about Jane’s feelings and continued to talk about it. Jane, on the hand, listened and acted as if she was interested though she didn’t want to hear it at all but just didn’t want to disappoint John.
John and June got closer with each other as they often spent time together discussing and doing their projects. Slowly they would start to SMS each other with greetings message. At the same time, Jane was busy with work and didn’t really worry about John. It was because she had total trust in John that he would always love her. There were one incident that both John and Jane were out together, Jane just happened to get his phone and discovered that the message inbox were flooded with June’s messages. She asked John that both of them were SMS with each other lately and didn’t tell her about it. John admitted and assured Jane that it was just a normal message, nothing much. Jane thought to herself:” he could SMS to June often but not to me.” Jane did feel a bit jealous and disappointed but she told herself she must trust John. It is just a while later John’s phone rang and John picked up the phone.
Jane was just beside John. And judging by the way John spoke to the person who called, it must be a girl. Jane thought to herself it may be June. Jane could see the smiling face John had while talking to her. Jane knew something had gone wrong, but still she wanted to trust John and she did not confront John about it again. John, on the other hand, started to have little likings on June. He felt that he and June now was just like he and Jane in the beginning stage when they just started to date. He just loved the feelings when they just got started to be together. Now, he could not find it from Jane and he got it from June instead. June knew John had a girlfriend, but nonetheless still got close with John.
John knew something was wrong with the relationship he had with Jane and he just did not know what to do. He still loved Jane but Jane neglected him lately and always busy with her work. John did not tell Jane about this matter at all and just hoped Jane knew it and do something to it. Sometimes, John did think that Jane did not love him like what she did before and there was why the reasons of the changed attitude he felt from Jane. As time slowly passed by, the problems between John and Jane remained but both did nothing at all, maybe both of them didn’t know the problems did exist. Instead, John and June got closer. And now it made John real confused on what to do next.
John loved Jane a lot but now the feelings weren’t the same as before. Now, he didn’t know how much he loved Jane. He asked his mother:” Should I continue to be with Jane? Or should I choose a new girl name June that I just knew recently in school”. His mother asked him to choose himself. John asked the same question to his father and he got the same reply that he got from his mother. He just did not know how to choose. Problems between John and Jane got worst one day when both of them quarrelled. John and Jane were together outside shopping. John received a SMS and Jane requested to see it but John reclined. Jane insisted that she must see first but John didn’t want. He said he would see it first and see whether is it suitable for her to see then he would allow her to see. Jane thought to herself, last time whatever calls or messages he would also let her listen and see but now he insisted not to let her see, something must be wrong. Unreasonable, Jane said she must see it no matter what.
No matter what, John also didn’t want Jane to see and both got into heavy argument and quarrelled. This incident had made their relationship from bad to worst. Jane didn’t know what had got the changes in John. Is it because of June? The trust she had for John slowly got lesser but deep inside, she knew she loved John a lot and didn’t want to leave him. But she knew that if in a relationship without trust, it wouldn’t last. As for John, he thought to himself, it was only a message and she got so annoyed over it. Maybe she was just being childish and did not intend to call Jane to talk about it. Jane felt so disappointed about the incident and being a impatient person, she called him that night to talk about it. She asked John what had got between them and is it because John did not like her anymore? John did not say much in the phone and sadly, Jane asked for a break up. John did not say anything and did not stop her. They put down the phone and tears dropped from Jane’s eyes. John did not know what went wrong and was feeling miserable too.
For the next few days, both of them did not contact each other at all. Jane was feeling so miserable about it and decided to call John to talk about it again. She knew she did not mean what she said that day. She just hoped that John would stop her and asked her to stay but he did nothing. Jane was off that day from work, she gave John a call but he was in school studying. She asked her to meet him up at her house that day and initially John rejected but gave in after some persuasions from Jane. John came and judging from his face, he didn’t look happy at all and looked like being forced to come. They sat down and talked.
*After the talk between them, John’s eyes dropped some tears.
What actually happened? What are they talking about? Are they getting back together as before? Well, you got to catch it up on the next time round.
To be continued...
P/S: The importance of someone or something will only be felt when it is gone.
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